11/09/20, 1.41a // i have a headache but at least i’m back on my meds

this weekend was really rough. lots of mood swings & deep depression, anxiety & anger, plus really considering self injury, which i’m very glad i didn’t do. i would have regretted it. probably. but apparently i’m the kind of person who forgets to take his meds for several days. thankfully i realized days later but several significant things happening in the past few days. ahh my head hurts so much why-a me ~