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please swipe for some very good news we received l please swipe for some very good news we received last wednesday (05/20/20) & then a little more for more Tillie. she only *looks* intimidating in the last one but she's not. she's really wonderful. <3 on 12/24/19 Tillie got a diagnosis of having an kind of inoperable cancerous mass in her stomach that was only predicted to get worse so we were encouraged to make her as comfortable as possible. we all have been making efforts to care for her, my brother the most, she's adopted someone's room as her own (his, but it's also hers..) & is a regular at dinner time when i make her & the dogs's(??) food. she'll even eat their leftovers. also she regularly kills certain squeaky toys & then very loudly wails in front of its corpse to draw someone's attention to her. she's doing it as i type :-b on the 20th we got the report that the mass in her stomach has gone & she no longer has anything life threatening. 💚💚💚💚 yet again it's near time for their dinner :-))))
Tillie is wonderful 💚 Tillie is wonderful 💚
some updates combined with old happenings & things some updates combined with old happenings & things that are done. i came across a few old tumblr asks i took screenshots of to answer in a very disorganized clump through a video i'd posted to my channel. some ppl here may remember something abt this time. i'm glad to have met you. (-: i want you to know that even though i've turned into some kind of social media recluse. i wish i could type out all the details of these pictures but i don't have the energy.. 😅
a visual update on some of my very good friends (m a visual update on some of my very good friends (minus 2) #borders2020, our cat Tilly was given an inoperable cancer diagnosis on december 24, 2019 & she's been doing great. she's very active & has her own room. or she co-opted one. we all see each other every day & she's gained a lot of weight back. actually now it's time for everyone's dinner now~
i thought my reaction was a little noteworthy.... i thought my reaction was a little noteworthy.... >___>;; #forgiveme
long lost treasures found while cleaning. I WILL N long lost treasures found while cleaning. I WILL NEVER LET YOU GO AGAIN. (i own sh1 for playstation but i think i already included it in a previous picture~) // "i am the lizard queen"? more like i am the silent hill queen. 🔺🔪👑🏥~
grindr's mods rejected this picture because they d grindr's mods rejected this picture because they detected nudity. >___>;
the first image is from 04/18/20, the second is fr the first image is from 04/18/20, the second is from 2012 // we rewatched Dredd. ((-: tonight i watched PhilosophyTube/Olly Thorn's newest video (on beauty in ugliness) so i would call this movie sublime rather than beautiful. (& the second picture is from 2012 when editing w/android was much more of a challenge. i suppose i thought it was funny at the time. maybe during hypomanic points.. >___> ) #MaMaIsNotTheLawIAmTheLaw (the movie's official tag, if they had one in 2012..)
my brother & i are playing through Silent Hill 1, my brother & i are playing through Silent Hill 1, (2nd time for me, 1st time for him). just to repeat this for the thousandth time, Silent Hill is my number one favourite, ever. so i am excited to get to experience it again, just using an emulator (though i own the original game physically, i don't think playstation discs can be read by my or any computer..) & mods to up-res (up resolution 🙃) the entire game, making the textures significantly more visually discernable. >___> & when we got to the Balkan Church it glitched due to the wide-screen mod not being able to handle all the textures. there's a simple fix, though.
"Your partner [sought] to control you by minimizin "Your partner [sought] to control you by minimizing, denying and blaming", "They [withheld] approval, appreciation and affection as punishment." (& more!) // i'm trying to seriously work through the abuse from my last relationship instead of hide it. i'm so tired of being so affected by this. i even find myself upset at myself bc i'm not yet ""over it"". however, my therapist reminds me we were together for five (5) years. 2/5 were stable. i feel ashamed bringing attention to this. i truly don't want ppl to think poorly of him but this really happened. i'm not involved w/him anymore & i never want to be again. Olly Thorn of PhilosophyTube stated at the end of one of his videos on abuse & trauma (from a relationship), he said to his ex on the off chance she was watching the video, "thank you for the good times, & i would never like to see you again." (pls ignore my spelling errors. i am not feeling 100% ok currently.)
we have become inclined to celebrate our achieveme we have become inclined to celebrate our achievements everyday. plus a Relatable joke for you (i don't time travel) #acnh #pscreen2020
i know this is a pokémon go screenshot but i just i know this is a pokémon go screenshot but i just wanted to add my switch code since animal crossing is nigh & so let's be friends // sw-5176-9172-8713 (-:
a collection of recent self pictures (from februar a collection of recent self pictures (from february til recently) that are Acceptable 🍋 & i don't necessarily hate.. >__> #borders2020 i don't know what to do with my hair except keep growing it & enjoy having it long enough to be tied back.
i prefer to tie my hair back when i have to speak i prefer to tie my hair back when i have to speak to ppl in public but i'd actually be doing them a favor if i kept it down to obscure a good part of my face. but the goal really is to get the interaction over with (in a hopefully positive way) so at the end of the day i can go back to hiding from ppl like the weird non-cgi gollum i am. also i'm on One Piece vol. 48 & season 10. this series has been a consistent love. 😁
it's your bot, young dumbass (2001), Buddy, & an u it's your bot, young dumbass (2001), Buddy, & an unrelated Walk Hard quote bc art doesn't have to be good or anything!!!!!!! & currently i'm Not ok (indelibly i am not *woah-kay* as well).
vote'd. // [social media has a strong tendency to vote'd. // [social media has a strong tendency to assume the worst of ppl -- that's totally a good idea, you'd better assume that's the truth in each & every case!] you're going to run into trouble if you expect me to know everything you know. if you have a learning disability friendly way of absorbing everything that'd be incredible & a bit unbelievable. but still!
what's this spotify? trying to butter me up? w-wel what's this spotify? trying to butter me up? w-well its not working!! 😳😳 ahaha not at all why would you tell me something like that 😳😅 #borders2020, #inthiscaseiamthe1percent,
when hair gets too greasy,,, tie it up. when dogs when hair gets too greasy,,, tie it up. when dogs get too greasy.. i eventually bathe them all. well i also eventually shower, too. anyways - Millie: kiss, Ollie: peek, me: bleh (😬)
piercing restored. now waiting for when i can use piercing restored. now waiting for when i can use a 16g ring..... & then a 14g one. that's the side w/the least amount of scar tissue. >___<
camping pictures part 02 & The End. you know the s camping pictures part 02 & The End. you know the saying about poison oak: leaves of three, come to me!!!!!!!!
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