10/24/18, 06.43p // breakup, mh

i always forget how while im busy feeling terrible about the breakup he has a consistent tendency to lecture me painfully slow if i say something he doesn’t like. everything is a fight & i’m tired of it!!!

he consistently has acknowledged that he’s hurt or has been hurting me & he always says he hates how he’s always does that but nothing ever changes. i feel he just expects me to always give him another chance & if i mention that then i’m the one who gets in trouble. i can’t win. he makes me feel cr*zy